Sticks in Oh Six

06Jan06

OK. So. New Year’s Resolutions:

-Try to address people by their name when saying hello to them.
-Cut the bullshit out of my life.
-Tell people how I feel about them, worry less about saying the right thing.
-Keep good on promises and exchanges; especially those involving the postal service (as in parcels, not emo beats)

2005 was a test of my limits, and then getting ready for awesome. 2006 will be following through on the awesome, setting realistically sweet goals and attaining them. I will also set the record straight socially in 2006; and have the friends that I want to have and get over my social anxieties through a combination of thinking things through in new and more insightful ways, and actually controlling my physical self better to attain my goals.

I will also take care of myself very well this year, financially, physically, spatially and emotionally. I will continue to support myself through design and programming. I will keep myself well-nourished and exercised and push my limits (ie: bike trip to Chicago).

I might get a girlfriend, I might just learn how to have short-term crap more effectively. It should be easier to take care of with self-confidence and the different modes of overcoming social anxiety I plan to undertake.

I’ll respect my own boundaries of time and energy. I won’t over-commit myself.

I will get my passport. I will go to Europe. I will play music there. I will make more private entries, because shit is actually like having a journal. Fuck everyone else! Mwahaha. I am writing this for ME and it feels great.